i said this before, not going to Rome is probably so far one of the best decisions. It is not only important to know what you want to be as a designer in a long run, but knowing what you want NOW is vital as well. and back to 1 year ago, what i needed was someone that values me just the way i am. I need someone that can help me. So I stayed in ames, not for reasons of money, family or blah blah. I stayed because i want to study with Mitchell S., and i want to spend more time in DATUM. Both turned out really rewarding. The time i spent in Jason B's studio critiquing projects from new students turns out to be good. I learned to talk about my project better through talking about other peoples project. And i got to exposed to new ideas, new ways of making. I learned to respect ood things.
and now i am here. completed a project that i am more proud of than the ones that i had before and nominated to CSI competition. I was on my way to get a project built, and the same project was awarded the 2nd place of "un-competition project" sponsored by Architectual Chicago Club. Some odd things that i did was selected in MU exhibition. I am finally on my way to......i dont know what.
They say..any tiny bit helps, so i did all that, but maybe i dont really know what i want to be....not yet.
Now i am creating this "place for one person to eat". This is something that i want to do, but i forgot how i first thought of doing it.
Since when am I not willing to be doing every-day architecture? since when did i departure from building design?
I forgot the reason that i wanted to be an architect, or...did i ever had a reason?
I forgot the reason that i depart, or ...have i really belonged to traditional building design?
I forgot what i am doing this for, why i want to be a designer.
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