golden quote

i suddenly remember this thing from a year ago: be more clear, and you will get better. from "you-know-who" lol ahaha.
but it's quite crucial in order to make myself better.
there's time to time that i talk in circles. the value of which is only kinda valuable to myself. for others, it's kinda like..i am talking 10 things in one sentence. And in most cases, i am. By that, i am not saying that i dont have the verbal communication capability. In fact, i do, under certain circumstances. I talk better when i am on the topic that i have been thinking about, and thought through. I talk better when i am familiar with the topic and its content. I talk better when i am passionate, but not too passionate. lol In fact, under the above circumstances, i talk way better than most of the native speakers do. not mention  that most of them are not willing to put their voice out there. I am.
That is problematic, but yet good too.