it takes years to finally understand a person

It takes years to finally understand a person. and when i say this i say it positively. but i did tear up.
This is not the first time that i realize this. but the most recent time was realzing a professor that i had misunderstood for one year.
for some reason, i went back to read an email sent to me a year ago before final review. and suddenly realized she had made so many good points in the email, which is what i want to write in my Datum article. and it was that moment i know it was her that stored all that thoughts in my mind. but i have misunderstood it for the entire time. or cuz i was just so mad at the fact that i dont have a complete project at the final review. BUT I DO. it was me giving up on telling the story of my project, instead of me not havning a final project. in design school, we are dreamers, explorers, curious individuals. We are here to learn not to prove that we are architects. and the review time, or anytime is not a chance to prove my worth, or the worth of my project, but, again to learn, to ask questions, to conclude myself at a current status.

and now i know how valuable it had been.
and i was just so mad that i thought the whole email was just some excuses, some more lies. and now i get a chance to look at it as an outsider, maybe i do appreciate it.

happy making. always.